Jesus said, 'Do not store up treasures for yourselves on earth, where ...thieves can break in and steal. But store up treasures for yourselves in heaven... for where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.' (Matthew 6)

You have found a treasure: the treasure of God's love...Finding the treasure without being ready yet to fully own it will make you restless. This is the restlessness of the search for God. It is the way to holiness.