Today's Devotions

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Showcase: Songs & Words about Mercy

  • Mercy Seat +

    Vicki Yohe gives a compelling description of the effect Christ’s love has on our sin. A song that shows us Read More
  • I'll Glorify His Holy Name: Ain't No Rock (MercyMe) +

    Ain't No Rock lyrics, originally performed by MercyMe-- Ain't no rock, gonna cry in my place as long as I'm Read More
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angelNow that I have gone and pondered the crucifixion and the resurrection... My whole life has turned around and I am living perfectly.

My eyes are firmly fixed on Jesus, and I sold everything I had and gave it to the poor... but don't worry – I'm soooo freakin' humble about it. AND I am SUPER nice to everyone ALL the time – especially my husband and child. I lay down my life for them – and all my fellow man – every single day, meeting their every need with joy and complete compassion...

I'm guessing that you know that this is not true. Yeah... I'm still a big mess. I nearly always disappoint my own self with my inability to live out the gospel as it deserves. Sure, I'm contemplating Jesus on the cross and His empty tomb, but... Where is this new creation He says I am? ("Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!" 2 Corinthians 5:17) It seems like knowledge of these earth-shattering facts ought to do something IN ME...???

My friend Grace wrote her dissertation on Spanish mystic poet St. John of the Cross and he referred to something call the "palabra sustantiale." And I'm probably spelling it wrong, but if I remember correctly, it means a word that effects creation or change. Like when God said, "Let there be light," (Genesis 1:3) and there was.

St. John of the Cross
john cross1knew what the palabra
sustanciale was.
When she explained this to me, I yelled, "YES!!" because I knew that's what I needed... to be changed, or re-created... and if it could be done with a word, then by all means SAY IT NOW! Although... as John says, Jesus is the Word (John 1). John echoes the creation story in his beautiful language at the beginning of his gospel. Put Genesis 1 and John 1 side by side and you'll see what I mean.

So, apparently Jesus Himself is the Word that creates, or effects change. Like He said, "You must be born again." And if you were to ask me, "Julie, have you been born again?" I'd say, "Why, yes!" And sure I believe in Jesus and I go to church nearly every Sunday... And I don't smoke pot or sleep with just any old person anymore, but ... But here I am, the same old insecure, grouchy, selfish as all get-out, out-of-control me.

Apple MacSE System s2My new computer still
looks like this...
So... what the heck, man? Well... the conclusion that I have drawn after much reflection is that the change effected by Jesus is on the cellular level and has already occurred. That is, being reborn in Christ not like running antivirus software to delete extraneous files, etc. And it's not like upgrading to Mountain Lion. It's more like ... getting a whole new hard drive.

And accessing the NEW functionality of your NEW computer may take some time and effort. You don't automatically become a better or nicer person, though... I can attest to that!

To continue with the computer analogy, let's say you've got this new hard drive – and it's the finest, fastest, most up-to-date there is. (In my world, that's a Mac, but... I swear I'm not a Mac-ist!) And it's loaded with all the newest, most productive and creative software as well...

but has THIS0727MacPro 610x391 kind of power.
Except ... it's still inside the old tan SE case. And maybe you aren't sure exactly what your job assignment is... or maybe you have no idea where the Applications folder is. Or once you find that, you still have to learn to use these programs... You could do tutorials or go to classes, learn it on the job... The thing is, though, it kind of has to be intentional. You have to decide to use and learn this new stuff.

If that sounds like a lot of work, well, honestly it's not always easy. But you do happen to be sitting right next to the IT guy. And a lot of the time, he just jumps in your chair and does the work for you. But you have to let him.

You will find that some programs are easier for you to learn, because of your natural proclivities. I found right out of the box that I could run the Evangelism software right on start-up... but only because I was already super excited, a bit too talkative, and likely to wax philosophical at any given moment. (I'm thinking that lot of people are sure that if they trust God He is going to make them go to Africa, or take a vow of celibacy... or something equally counter to their nature... And I'm not going to say that God never asks us to do anything hard... but in general, God wants to work WITH your strengths.)

Rubber SoulSay the Word and
you'll be free!
So... in our scenario, unfortunately, your brand spanking new computer might also still be running old outdated programs like Freehand and Pagemaker... and you might still try to use them sometimes because you're familiar with them. Some of the old files you brought with you from your old system might infect this new machine with a virus... Lots of things could gum up the works on your new computer...

But the fact remains, even though you may be chugging along with this outmoded software and probably inefficient work habits, you have been supplied with a brand new computer with brand new cutting-edge software. You can toss the old programs, and the old files. Run them through a virtual shredder. Goodbye virus.

Anyway... that's my theory about why I'm still a mess even though the Word has been spoken and change HAS been effected... Because I'm still running old programs and files on my brand new computer.

And I know it's not that simple... our lives are much more complicated and joyful and painful than this describes... but once I started down that metaphorical path, I just couldn't turn back. I keep thinking of my friend Shaun – who I hope will read this – who loves Macs... maybe more than I do.

Some awesome IT guys I have known...IT
It's a fun analogy, and... and I have a lot more to say about the serious side of it all... but untill then... keep thinking about the IT Guy in the sky who's working on your reboot...!


Reflections to Consider

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Audio & Video

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  • Eugene Peterson was one of America’s most beloved preachers. Let’s not miss his last sermon. +

    Eugene Peterson, the internationally best-selling Christian author who passed into the great unknown this week, Read More
  • Eugene Peterson: 2009 Book of Faith Jubilee +

    Peterson discussed a wide range of topics with Diane Jacobson, Read More
  • Eugene Peterson: Journey with Jonah: Part 1 +

    This is part 1 of a 3 part series of lectures Eugene Peterson Read More
  • Eugene Peterson: Journey with Jonah: Part 2 +

    This is part 2 of Eugene Peterson's 1991 Simpson lecture Read More
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Hidden Blessings

  • God's Healing Touch by Sylvia Gunter +

    Listen to God's word for you in Isaiah 42:3. "A bruised reed he will not break, and a smoldering wick Read More
  • The Healing Day by Bill Fay +

    It will be okay on the healing dayno more coldest placeon the healing day Read More
  • Inner Healing by Judith MacNutt +

    The following is a clip from a teaching at the MacNutt's Level I School. While brief, it provides a good Read More
  • Healing Ministry & Spiritual Warfare by Judith MacNutt +

    Judith MacNutt on the relationship between spiritual warfare and healing ministry. Read More
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