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I need a remedy, remedy, remedy, remedy… by Julie Moore

Relational Spirituality

You can download this sweet 
Adam and Eve coloring page here.
One advantage of posting
so infrequently is that I have a LOT of time to chew on ideas before I tap them out on my crumby keyboard. And I’ve been going over this one pretty thoroughly since I threw up the last post. 
In that post, I talked about Christmas as being about the cancellation of our debt to God… and well, I put that up, and naturally, my crazy brain KEPT going over it. I thought - maybe some people are thinking, “What do I owe God anyway?” And I guess if you don’t believe in God, you can assume you owe Him nothing. But what if He exists? What do people owe Him? 
Some people – myself included – look to the Bible for answers… and it’s chock full of info about what God expects from folks – starting with Adam and Eve, who he told “don’t eat that fruit.” (Genesis 2:17) And of course they did, so… now we’re in a right pickle. 
Keep reading the Good Book and it will almost feel like that Bob Dylan song, Subterranean Homesick Blues – which is a driving auditory barrage of do this don’t do thats… including, but not limited to, the following: “Light yourself a candle / Don’t wear sandals / Try to avoid the scandals / Don’t wanna be a bum / You better chew gum” and “Get dressed, get blessed / Try to be a success / Please her, please him, buy gifts / Don’t steal, don’t lift…” Then comes the refrain that reminds us to be wary that we’ve probably done something wrong whether we know it or not. “Look out kid / It’s somethin’ you did / God knows when / But you’re doin’ it again…”
It's definitely something you did...
Bob Dylan is an enigmatic character, to be sure – his words subject to endless dissection. How much more of a puzzle is the will of God?
Sure, we’ve got direct orders – like the Law of Moses… which includes the biggies like the Ten Commandments PLUS hundreds of tiny specific rules like refraining from eating shellfish, wearing blended fabrics and muzzling your ox while he’s treading out grain, and what to do if there’s mildew in your house...
Then there’s the general guideline that Malachi gives: to seek justice, love mercy and walk humbly with your God. (Malachi 6:8) Similarly, in the New Testament, James gives this instruction: “Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.” (James 1:27)
And Jesus himself says that the work of God is this: to believe in the one he has sent - ie. Jesus. (John 6:29)
So… which of these do I owe God? Some of it? All of it? Obedience to each tiny law? A general attitude of humility and love for God and fellow man? Belief in Jesus? 
I guess that’s what the guy who asked Jesus “What must I do for eternal life?” was asking. (Luke 18:18) Or the guy who asked Him “What’s the most important commandment?” (Matthew 22:36) Folks like us – we always want to know the loophole. Are we lazy? In my case, yes. Just scammin’ for an easy A? Again, yes. 
Or… is it just that we know that WHATEVER the requirements, we suck at fulfilling them. 
Here’s an exchange I had on FB a while back with a friend of mine who practices Buddhism: 
EP: One of the more painful implications of Buddhist belief is that I experience Donald Trump because I was once like Donald Trump, and if I don't treat the Donald with compassion, I could be just like him or worse the next go round. 
ME: or worse???
EP: Yeah, the negative karma can be exponential.
Guy I don’t know: (emoji that looks like the guy in that painting “The Scream”) 
Me: think i’ll stick with grace… :-P
EP: Oh well, one person's medicine is another person’s poison.
EP: Just to round it out, the good karma from acts of virtue is also exponential.
Donald deserves compassion, like all human beings,
but instead, I am posting a goofy pic of him where he
looks like he is trying to hold in a poot.
Well, that was the end of the conversation, but not the end of me thinking about it, as is my way. And what I thought was, first, it sounds like I’d rather be forgiven than attempt to treat “the Donald” with compassion… which is not what I meant at all. It’s more like… I am 100% sure that my ability to show “the Donald” compassion will fall far short of … the compassion other human beings deserve. 
So while the idea that acts of virtue attract good karma may be comforting to some, well… I’m not altogether sure I have any acts of virtue. Seriously. I’m just trying to get through each day, my friend… I try to do what I can, love folks… not be Hitler… but all day long, I fall short. And I’m so tired. 

And that’s why I told my friend that I would stick with grace. Because I suck. And I’m tired. And to tie this in with what we owe God… well… it doesn’t really matter. I mean, whether it’s the Ten Commandments, or the exhortation to love my neighbor as myself, I’m just not going to be able to do it. The only one I can remotely do is the believing in Jesus, because that’s really the best I can do… and even that I’m lousy at sometimes. I’m totally with the guy who said, “I believe, help my unbelief.” (Mark 9: 24)
Look at this pic of Chris Robinson - we
have this same fake owl on our deck!
And if all of this sounds like I am a completely miserable human being with the lowest self-esteem of anyone in history, I'll say that I actually experience a pretty average sequence of ups and downs and mediums in my life – with times that I am so happy I could cry! 

And remember that part of the Presbyterian credo is our TOTAL DEPRAVITY. Which I guess is what this is. Paul knew all about it… He said: “For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing… What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body that is subject to death?” (Romans 7)
This is a pretty popular part of the Bible, because a LOT of people can dig what Paul is layin’ down here… And I guess total depravity would suck if there was no remedy… (Like Chris Robinson of the Black Crowes, I sing, “I need a remedy, remedy, remedy, remedy…”) but there is! Because then Paul says: “But Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord.”
And that’s what I meant about our debts being paid… see? Yay, right? 
Now… I guess I may not have really answered the question “What do I owe God?” so much as reflected on my own poverty… That is to say, it doesn’t matter how much I owe when I don’t have ANY. I mean, it matters, but… only as far as I realize that I DO owe God, and I  accept the payment He provides.
My mom. What do we owe 
the one who gives us life?
I should at least call her.
Which is, I guess, your standard accepting Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior… but what then? That’s a question I’m constantly asking myself: “What does the Christian life look like?” Do I just continue on my merry way acting like it never happened – like a child who pretends his parents who gave him life everything he has don’t exist?* Or do I get involved with this God who gave me life and everything I have. And what does this “getting involved” look like? 
I’m still trying to work that out… and the best I can figure is to try to follow what Jesus said were the greatest commandments – to love God with all your heart, soul, mind and strength and love your neighbor as yourself. Which, again, I suck at doing… :-P  …and that’s where that remedy aka cancelled debt comes in handy…
As you have probably guessed, I am having a hard time bringing this to a sharp, sassy conclusion… Here's the best I can do... What do we owe God? Everything. What does He require? Faith. What then? Love. 

 
*Haha… when I wrote this, I was convicted so bad about how infrequently I call or see my own mother!! So I called her! But then I had to hang up because I kept getting a bunch of "more important" calls on the other line… And there you have it… :-P
 

on the other line… And there you have it… :-P

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    The following is a clip from a teaching at the MacNutt's Level I School. While brief, it provides a good Read More
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